six months in counting.

ohh , my . how long has it been since i used this ? ahah , its cuz i forgot my password . lol . im guessing six months .

so anyways . the last few weeks have been really ... hard . im like stuck on my laptop looking through articles throughout my whole day . and then , when i look at the time , its already past 10 . & i didnt finish my homework !

i really need to learn how to balance out my responsibilities . as a matter of fact , i need to actually focus myself in schoolwork . i got bad grades on my progress report . well i dont really care for geometry . i dont even understand that shit . haha . gahhh , no matter how many times i go into class saying "okayy jussi . listen today," i never actually follow through . blehhhhh . as for biology . i always do my work , (well classwork) but i sometimes fail the tests . im always paying close attention in class though . i even write down everything my teacher says .

soo i think maybe this week ill ... try . hopefully .